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"flabby, pretending, weak-eyed devil" [Nov. 12th, 2006|11:34 pm]
Roy Janik
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I want to post, but for some reason I don't feel inspired to say much of anything in particular. So I'm going to break a rule and quote.
Here's something random from Heart of Darkness, which is in no way a comment on anything. I just like it:

'I heard his very last words....' I stopped in a fright. </p>

" 'Repeat them,' she murmured in a heartbroken tone. 'I want - I want - something - something - to - to live with.'

"I was on the point of crying at her, 'Don't you hear them?' The dusk was repeating them in a persistent whisper all around us, in a whisper that seemed to swell menacingly like the first whisper of a rising wind. 'The horror! The horror!'

" 'His last word - to live with,' she insisted. 'Don't you understand I loved him - I loved him - I loved him!'

"I pulled myself together and spoke slowly.

" 'The last word he pronounced was - your name.'

"I heard a light sigh and then my heart stood still, stopped dead short by an exulting and terrible cry, by the cry of inconceivable triumph and of unspeakable pain. 'I knew it - I was sure!' . . . She knew. She was sure. I heard her weeping; she had hidden her face in her hands. It seemed to me that the house would collapse before I could escape, that the heavens would fall upon my head. But nothing happened. The heavens do not fall for such a trifle. Would they have fallen, I wonder, if I had rendered Kurtz that justice which was his due? Hadn't he said he wanted only justice? But I couldn't. I could not tell her. It would have been too dark too dark altogether...."

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[User Picture]From: kbadr
2006-11-13 06:57 am (UTC)
That version of roy has nasty yellow teeth. Blech.
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[User Picture]From: yodapollo
2006-11-13 08:57 pm (UTC)
Roy,

gimme a call! I have some ideas for some video stuffs.

214-536-1366
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