||[Aug. 9th, 2012|02:36 pm]
In a foul, foul mood today. Guilt and shame and obsession all boiling around, and it's hard to shake.|
But screw that!
I wanna focus on good stuff instead. Had a great rehearsal with PGraph yesterday. Every time we actually get off our bums and do improv in rehearsal, it makes me very happy. We did one very simple exercise, and it made for some of the most satisfying, interesting improv I've been involved in recently.
I made a video for the postcard game I commissioned from Marc, which made me feel a little less guilty about spending The Hideout's money on the project:
I haven't exactly started losing weight in droves, but I have been making smarter choices the past couple of days, and I think I'm building up momentum. Even though I don't talk about it much, my health is my number one source of stress, and I think if I could get a handle on that, I'd be a much happier Roy.
I've been reading lots of Lovecraft for the Black Vault, and as a result I'm feeling really inspired in rehearsals. I'm on track to finish reading every solo work of fiction the man wrote before our first show. I'm bursting at the seams with ideas, which is a good place to be.
*whew*. Already feel a little better.